why am I so cynical!!!

You need to give people more responsibilities!keep them busy doing stuff that'll hardly matter.I've grown more cynical and totally uninterested with things happening around me everyday. Maybe this is a sign God is giving me to move on to newer things in life... well this realization came down on me quite a long time back! now the question is what new and exciting things are in store for me ahead!!!that's another issue, you really don't know what's important and what makes you happy in life. you basically don't know why you landed on this earth in the first place.
I refuse to believe in myself, or for that matter I don't believe in heroes; a few good man making a difference. You try and fight for people who deserve no better. Everyone has to fight there own battles, then only can you think of the wars. You don't get any free brownies in life. All these farcical talks about changes, about revolutions; where does it take us? To some false sense of utopia which will never be?
Well the whole concept of Utopia is skewed, basically its all about self-fulfillment more then anything else. We all have part of that little kid left in some small part of our conciousness; and this small kid would have us believe that someone, somewhere's gonna come in and clean up all these mess; everything's gonna be alright. Well the sad truth is nothings ever going to change.
It's hopeless, so just give up the fight.

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Debangshu said...
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Debangshu said...

A true hero nevers asks someone else to fight his battle, he fights for himself, and that is why he is a hero.
Others fight WITH him because he inspires and gives them a reason to fight for what they feel is right.
Its inconsequential whether you're in a battle or war, and as long as you have the courage to fight, those precious brownies are hard-earned, not free !!!
Changes seem farcial at times because they themselves are not constant. What you change to will change again in some time.
It is useless to bother and worry about what we'll change to, and that's why the feeling of a false sense of utopia.
The true hero realizes that there is nothing like that in the first place, and does not linger on that thought.
The perfect utopia in not about having a perfect life or a perfect conclusion, but rather the perfect feeling of self-contentment.
And that contentment never comes out of someone else cleaning up your diapers.
Everything that is tangible will change, what may not change is your feeling or helplessness about the fact that you can't do anything about it, and are not ready to face it.
You can give up the fight, because you didn't know why you were born, or you can fight, still not know why you were born, but rather feel good about something you achieved.
It is that ultimate achievement, the perfect accomplishment, that will lead you to a sense of utopia, that is what life is worth living for.